Dec 06 2008
Visit #2 at the Chiropractor this week!
I just cannot begin to tell you of the pain that I have in this miserable body of mine; I deal with so much of it 24/7 as it is, but this week since I fell down on my knees due to stinkin black ice and wrenching my shoulder up against the car I just cannot begin to describe it.
Today was visit number 2 with my chiropractor and my next project is going to be finding a picture of this blasted contraption he uses on me, it is the most painful thing I have ever in my life experienced, except for the trigger point injections I used to get in my neck, now that one does out rank this medieval torture treatment this guy, aka Doctor uses but I swear to God I am going to break his fingers, his hand or something and I like this young man but when I tell him that is enough, meaning I’ve had enough pain I cannot take any more, then I mean for him to STOP!
STOP still means stop in my mind right? Good Lord! I had to grab a hold of his hand yet again today, and tell him I HAVE HAD ENOUGH and I need you to stop before I hurt you! I am dead serious too!! If he keeps pushing that damn thing down onto my ribs ( his treatment) of them on the front side of me I literally am going to lose my tiny mind and I will start screaming at the top of my lungs yelling and cussing him out; I don’t want to hurt him but he is pushing it pain wise!
This hideous thing ( gadget) he uses is just horrible and on a woman’s breast plate ( our ribs) this is a tender side/area on a woman even if she had gotten hurt for the very first time, on your breastplate all of those ribs are just going to be very very tender, and this guy uses this shot like/medal contraption and it pounds into your bones again ( shot like) BAM! PRESSURE, BAM! PRESSURE! It’s horrible !
Just Horrible!! I swear to God I’d rather have surgery and be wide awake, have a broken bone be wide awake while they set it, nothing I’ve ever in my 47 years is as bad as this damn gadget he uses, and his wife tells me oh all the doctors use them these days.. that is not true he is only one of 4 that I see and he is the only one that has ever, ever used it! I go to him because he is right here in town and I don’t have to drive 40++ miles or wait to get in for HOURS at my regular doctor who does NOT use this type of treatment!! So I go to this young man as he is close by, and handy but holy hell I don’t want to go to jail either because I flip a nut and might hurt him, so I’ve got some serious thinking to do here; Shall I continue seeing him?? Risk not hurting him?? I just don’t know its quite a dilemma for me;
Once I find a photo of this damn gadget you’ll see what I mean, by tomorrow I’ll have yet again several more damn bruises on me because of him pounding that damn thing up against my poor ribs that are already so tender. GEEEEZZ!
